Sunday, September 9, 2018

Ujian malas

Assalamualaikum, Salam Sejahtera.

Lately terasa sangat malas menguasai diri. Semangat jalani hidup tu hanya sekadar mengurus 3 ketul ni. Makan masih selera macam biasa.

Production jangan cakaplah. Slow. Nauzubillah. Beratnya tulang nak make some effort. This is totally not right.

Dulu masa kerja selalu jadikan alasan kalau tak boleh nak start business kecil² and consistent. Dah penat kerja 9 to 6 then balik rindu main dengan anak. End up, part time jadi terabai.

Now Allah dah bagi ruang. Alasan 9 to 6 dah takde. Banyak masa kot. Cuma ye lah. Anak rapat², kecil² lagi. Tenaga habis ke situ.

Tapi kalau nak compare, sebenarnya I could be more productive now. I know I can. Cuma something is blocking me from being better. Ya Allah jauhkan aku dari sikap malas ni.

The kids have been great. Growing up healthy and happy. Playful as always.

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