learning another sweeeeet lesson ;p

Ramadhan Day 7

gonna be a quick and brief one. yesterday angah didnt go to work. sent makcu to the imi.gov to make herself a passport. and to try look for a solution to my case. ahha, kes bersangkutan dgn peminjam ptptn yg tegar tuk membayar balik pinjaman. im blacklisted and not proud bout it. now i hv learnt the lesson. angah has to start the 4-year plan tuk cleankn name. plan yg terpaksa angah buat utk tggung kesilapan lepas. uhhu. klu tak start dr skrg, tatau bile lg bleh setel. so the positive thing is, klu 4-year plan to accomplished, by the time umor 30, ptptn da langsai.. yeayyy..

but still unhappy gakla coz tpakse let makcu down. die da plan awal lg tuk gi ke kampung bambang ng angah and cik yani. 3 of us ni cam golongan wanita yg tertindas ng tanggungjawab masing². ingtkn leh la release tension sket time ke sana nnt. sblm bende ni jadi angah da tbayang² da suasana, makanan, kehidupan masyarakat kampung di pedalaman indonesia tu. kite even plan utk ke sana ng feri lg. gonna take us 4hours dlm feri. wah, da start sedih ni.

smlm ms gi pejabat imigresen ng ptptn, tuk tny dorg utk consider or buat rayuan psl blacklist ni, and to no avail, nmpak sgt muke makcu berubah. mine too makcu, tp mmg da takleh wat ape. but i promise to myself.. nnt lps setel semua ni, angah 'bayar' balik momen yg tak jadi kite spend together kali ni. bleh je kite gi balik ke sana 4thn lagi kn?? :D insyaallah..

so pasni angh will ask ika to accompany u. buatkn passport tuk die. hope u guys enjoy urself kat sana nnt. just abit worry because korg dua org je pi. pompuan plak. if gi dgn angah, xrisau sgt coz i kno how im gonna take care of u n myself.. ape pn, lets hope everythin gonna be super fine.. ;) just capture thousands of photos for me.. i will appreciate that. tears streaming down.

so, ths is it la. i am one of 300,000. padan muke.