Wednesday, November 26, 2008

haven't i?

have i slowly turned myself into evil? im beginning to feel so.. now i do feel very scared.. ya allah..

just another so-called-good to become trashed system

adoyai..do u really think i care? this is u again. dh jmpe freshie yg boleh diharapkan for more stupid systems from u kn?..well done. u never learn ur lesson..

u wont succeed on me, that is for sure..thanks for serabutkn lg pale aku ni..and i will do just the same to u, ok ;)

**evil inside me can't sit still

Monday, November 24, 2008

kisah sahabat

hmm hari yg very the *tuut..of feelings towards working hours. i came to the office @1 today..need to send mak to the clininc to cuci her kaki -the reason being. but then on the way ke gerai to fetch mak, nmpak plak kete along leaving gerai, so i guess mak and makcu were inside. so true...alang was taking them. so.. ok then boleh i pi pasar jap bli barang yg i missed nk beli pg td.

so i head to gerai nk tgk ape lg barang yg nk dibeli. when i got off the car ade sorg laki ni..looking and smiling at me ..."Assalamualaikum..". i smiled back at him .."waalaikummussalam.." klu tgk sekali imbas sape pn leh kate yg this guy xmacam kite yg normal. and aku, agak takut nk terlebih ramah.. aku terus dapatkan ayah.

erk, die ikut? hmm ok.. suddenly die tny, "angah keje kat mane?". hmm ok, to my surprise mane datangnye mamat ni? mane plak die tahu name aku ni? is he one of the relatives yg aku dh lame giler xjumpe or what? tp tu sume soalan yg terbenak dlm hati jek. tp aku layan gak..

mungkin die nk kawan untuk bercerita kot. tp mase tu ayh, sorg pakcik, kak erni (pembantu ayah), makcu ade kat situ..hmm mmgla tersangat xselesa. luckily ayah pn join the conversation. tny die duk mane, cos mmg xnah nampak die around. td was the 1st time.

ni cerite die: datang dr melaka, saje jln² ke rumah adik die kat sini. dlu keja di putrajaya (rasenyela klu x silap dgr) tp xtau la keje ape. die jadi camtu sbb accident. hit by a car. kaki dua² belah masuk besi (oh ye...die start bcerita lps ayah tny psl kaki die). tngan kanan pn masuk besi. leher berlubang. aduss dahsyatnyer. mmg nmpk parut² tu. and yg buat hati ni lg "sakit" (ya, mmg sakit tau dgr citer² camni, terasa cam kene himpit ngan ape jek), only a day before the incident, tunang die meninggal. di langgar lori. ironic. arghhhhh!!! dia kate mgkin dh xde jodoh kn..i almost cried. this is so true. and ths is already hard for me (only to listen to ths)..

then adik die (yg mmg regular customer kt gerai ayah) smpai. die pn tgglkn kitorg untuk join adik die. pakcik yg ade ng ktorg td sambung plak. "lame die koma dulu". aku: speechless.

ya allah hebat dugaanMu.. sesungguhnye die mmg insan terpilih..

**ye. die mmg macam kite tp takdirnya dia kelihatan seperti tidak. may Allah makes things easy for him. i hate my first perception. really.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Buat Aku Tersenyum


Datanglah sayang,
dan biarkan ku berbaring
Di pelukanmu, walau untuk sejenak
Usaplah dahiku, dan ‘kan ku katakan semua

Bila ku lelah tetaplah disini,
jangan tinggalkan aku sendiri
Bila ku marah, biarkan ku bersandar,
jangan kau pergi untuk menghindar

Rasakan resahku,
dan buat aku tersenyum


Dengan canda tawamu, walaupun ‘tuk sekejap
Kar’na hanya engkaulah, yang sanggup redakan aku

Kar’na engkaulah satu-satunya untukku,
dan pastikan kita s’lalu bersama
Kar’na dirimulah yang sanggup mengerti aku,
dalam susah ataupun senang

Dapatkah engkau s’lalu menjaga ku
Dan mampukah engkau mempertahankan ku

**alangkah indah andai dapat menjadi seorang yg boleh buatkan org lain sama tersenyum.. kerana senyuman punyai kuasa yg xtergambarkan.. i believe so ;) kerana aku selalu mendapat kesan darinya.. smile to me, will ya?

p/s: lagu ni sangat bermakna utk aku k.. tiada dedikasi.. cuma jatuh hati pada 'dengar' yg pertama ;p

where to start

towards the end of the year - it is just the same feeling. nk kate lost, xjugak.. hmm mgkin gak. byk bende dlm otak skang ni. just like the title - i really am not sure where to start. banyak sgt issue yg perlu di tackle one after another. one problem detected - kurang disiplin. yeah betul tu. ape pn disiplin penting and aku... perlu kuat dalam merancana masa depan.
banyak yg perlu dibuat. just do it well for urself. ingat, allah lebih tahu. aku yakin Dia sentiasa dekat.

Monday, November 17, 2008

Friday, November 14, 2008

beautiful brain - fully occupied

tetibe while waiting for the (1)photoshop (progressing to open a damn heavy psd file), opening (2)illustrator to make ammendment on a book cover, (3) working with indesign on some project setting made my mind just go playing ehhe..not so bad la coz im still doing my job tho **wink wink

what an amazing brain each of us been granted with ehhe. just imagine how we manage to do three diff jobs at once. ehhe and the requirements are totally diff from each other. tp we still boleh buat those 3 accordingly.. subhanallah..thanks for the gift. akan kujaga dan gunakan ia sebaiknya. insyaallah

on the bike ;p

ahha...amik halfday rini coz for the second time in 3years kene bwk moto pi ofis..ehhe all the way from pantai dlm..seram gak, but then i like to challenge myself. last time ikut jalan lain (shortcut -kampung pasir-oug-bukit jalil-tadaa...office in bukit serdang), on moto amy the alang's fren. jawa ke banjar, im not very sure of his keturunan. kadang tu ckp cam org sabah pn ade. and hs been almost a year kot..hr ni for the second time..ng moto ika plak. ikut jalan lain. hiway npe-hiway serembankl-depan astro-tadaa...office in bukit serdang. ehhe sukses sukses..

kind of strange with those butterfly feeling inside the tummy. macam xpenah bwk moto lak. pdhal ms study kat kustem by the beach dlu, wed8781 was my ride. ke sana sini ng my sayang tu. biasenye with my other sayang "su**n*a ro**i" ehhek nape ntah nk censor name tu.. **wink wink..kite rempit sama² kemana pn kn..with of course the rest of the sayangs -az**ah with her tad9281, ba**r* with her _ _ _ (hmm ape ek no plat? dh xingat), and n** zub**d*h with her _ _ _ (*ehhe, lg satu xingat) nnt i tny dorg balik.

**ehhe, xabis lg ni...later i sambung ;)

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

..dalam satu ;p

"bekas dua tempe"

ehek..smlm smpai umah terus duk depan tv. ika dalam bilik dgn pintu wide opened dok sibuk lipat baju. ayah pn dalam bilik. xlame pastu ayah kuar n straight ke akuarium ikan die. sambil mate pandang ke bilik (di mana ika duk bersimpuh melipat baju), die tny "angah baru balik?". konfius aku. aku ni ha! depan mate jek boleh plak die tny kat ika. lalu i pn pandang die straight to the eyes.. blush! heheh die dh mistook ika as aku.. heheh sambil menggelakkan diri sendiri die keluarkan kenyataan ni: "la, ayah ingat ko kat dalam tu..".. ehhek. aku ingat org luar je yg selalu tertipu dgn ke'seiras'an wajah n saiz badan aku ng ika (yg dr segi faktanya, 6 tahun lebih muda dr aku). bantutkah atau awet mudakah? ehhe..

ayah: ngah, ade tempe 2 bekas ng bende dlm peti ais bawah. leh buat lauk. ko nk turun amik?
aku: hmm angah call budak2 ni (referring to alang&bancik -biasenye time camni dorg on the way balik) jap, suroh dorg singgah amik.

**
tuut tut..bancik answered his fon
aku: katne?
bancik: dlm lif dlm lif..
aku: laaa..
bancik: call alang, die kat bwh lg (paham la tu ade bende aku nk suruh heheh)

**
tuut tut..alang pulak answered his fon
alang: hah, nape?
aku: jgn naik lg. ayah kate ade tempe ng bendi kat peti ais gerai. pi amik sat. nk buat lauk.
alang: la ko ni, aku dh park moto br nk roger.
aku: (mane aku tau, ape yg aku tau ko lah mangse aku skrg **wink wink) la gi la jap. nk masak ni.

**
ehek xdberi pilihan. maka terpakse gak die pegi...sambil aku memberi peringatan utk kali kedua
aku: "bekas dua tempe" ng bendi tau!

**erkk..bekas dua tempe? sedar, sudah merosakkan penggunaan bahasa maka aku tertawakan diri sendiri, disambut meriah oleh ayah.. ehhe
aku: tempe dua bekas ng bendi huhu..

Monday, November 10, 2008

hair cut short ;p

ehhe at last. me with my new haircut (**of course not with a new hairstyle). ehhek. sinonim ng long hair, but i just had to do this uhhu...xdela sedey sgt tp perlu jugakla a very strong heart at a very right time **wink ;) ehhek. so makcu was my dear barber. thanks ye makcu. kisahnye, bile sapu umh jek...penuh ng rambut2(ku?) yg keguguran..tp i tak rase cam nak risau jek sbb i found ths facts ;)

Apakah pertumbuhan rambut yang normal?
Rambut tumbuh sebanyak 1cm setiap bulan. Ia tumbuh mengikut kitaran yang dibahagikan kepada 3 fasa.
- Fasa pertumbuhan (Anagen) berakhir sehingga 2 - 6 tahun
- Fasa segenerasi separa (Catagen) berakhir sehingga 10 -14 hari
- Fasa rehat (Telogen) berakhir sehingga 2 - 3 bulan di mana rambut akan gugur seterusnya

**Jangka hayat rambut adalah lebih kurang lima tahun.


Berapa banyak rambut harus gugur setiap hari?
Lebih kurang 90% daripada rambut di kulit kepala berada dalam fasa pertumbuhan manakala 10% lagi berada dalam fasa rehat.
Setiap hari beberapa helai rambut akan gugur mengikut kitaran di mana lebih kurang 100 helai rambut boleh gugur dalam sehari.


ehhe :) jd apela yg nk dirisaukan sangat, sbb rambut panjang jek, sbb tu obvious sgt nmpak kegugurannye.. hmm mlm ni i need to ask a favor from azri the cousin to trim my hair. bg nipis sket. coz ng cutting skang me brother bancik and izhar the neighbour said it (of course the hairstyle) looks like alizee.. ehek be proud (should i?). comey gak tu but i rase cam xhappy jek the style dgn my face.. do something ya cousin!



**kakis? heheh..commercial break..

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

NOTI is the word k ;)

ehhe..really love this conversation, on how we put the word noti ;)

joke: u nak tanya apa tadik
irniesb: kawen akba
irniesb: pi x?
irniesb: klang ke melaka?
joke: klang
joke: suzanan rosli dah transfer duit kat aku dah
joke: suro aku beli hadiah
joke: huuu
joke: ko tak tau ke
joke: ishh
irniesb: ihik
irniesb: ok
joke: gi slap suzana rosli tu
irniesb: nk join hadiah!
irniesb: zen xckp pn
irniesb: noti tul die tu
joke: ehh
joke: tu la noti
joke: i like noti2
joke:
joke: bukan zen transfer siap sekali ko punya ke
irniesb: eh yeke
irniesb: nnt i tny dak noti yg cute tu
joke: hahah
joke: dia transfer 40 kat aku
joke: dia cakap
joke: dari erne sayang+suzana+aishah kecik + bespren irni yanti
irniesb: hehe
irniesb: sume irni la
joke:
irniesb: mmg noti

ihiks..love u guys...sooo damn smpoi and freeee.. weeeehuuu

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