Tok

Biologically mine has gone long ago.. from both sides of mak and ayah.. But I am so blessed to have another one coming.. recently.. she would wait the glance of my redsavvy at around 6pm every evening and wave to us - never fails.. at times, she would ask me to come up to the house only to have me join them for tea.. or early dinner..

Was so touched that makcu told me just now.. yesterday she stayed and waited for almost half an hour at the windows only to notice that later, I was not there to wave and smile back at her.. I went back earlier than usual.. :'(

Oh Tok.. how I wish to have you stay in Telok so that your feet would be able to touch the ground.. to see you inhale the fresh air in kampung.. again.. Tok, thank you for this good feeling.. Oh Allah.. blessed her with health.. happiness.. husnulkhotimah.. Amin.. Ya Rabbal Alamin..

Insyaallah akan semakin baik..

Semangat ini seperti bayi baru lahir rasanya.. bagai baru dapat melangkah masuk kembali ke dunia lama yang telah lama ditinggal.. dengan bekalan buku baru.. azam kali ini mahu pencatat amal setia yang disebelah kanan sibuk dengan tugasnya.. yg di kiri.. rehatlah sebanyaknya.. :-)

Maafkan aku ya tuhan.. jangan kau serahkan aku pada diriku lagi.. kau uruskanlah urusan diri ini.. supaya aku sentiasa dapat merasa setenang ini.. uruskan juga urusan insan² kesayangan.. supaya mereka turut sama merasa..

Allahumma amin..